John ;3:1 There was a man of the Pharisees, named Nicodemus, a ruler of the Jews: 2 The same came to Jesus by night, and said unto him, Rabbi, we know that thou art a teacher come from God: for no man can do these miracles that thou doest, except God be with him. 3 Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.
I congratulate you if you have chosen to walk with Jesus faithfully and if you are still struggling to find your feet, then you need not to continue delaying saying YES Jesus. Nicodemus was a highly revered person in the society and despite his reputable social status among humans, he had a shambolic status in faith of Jesus. He did not continue playing games with going to Jesus. It is your turn to go to Jesus now.
It doesn’t matter how you choose to go to Jesus but what matters is that you eventually make it to Jesus. I have seen people shying away from answering altar call because they don’t want people to mock them that they are saying yes to Jesus. One of the best decisions of my life was when I said YES to Jesus.
Your decision to give your life to Jesus without taking it back is a decision you can’t afford to downplay. Ask those that are enjoying Jesus today and you’ll not but wholly submit all your being without hesitation. Jesus is the way, the truth and life. Why not give Jesus back your life you once retrieved from Him and everything that concerns you will turn around for good in Jesus’ name.